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I hide my skeletons

I don't feel bad that I have bipolar. I am just careful of who I get close to me. In fact, I am only close to my children. I prefer not...

100 Reasons to stay alive

To experience platonic romance without any expectations. To realize how beautiful you are. To live long enough to meet God in you. To...

It is time to turn the table

I have been used. I have been cheated. I have been lied to. I have been robbed of what I deserved. All this times I knew exactly what...

2022 in a nutshell

As the year has come to the end it is only fitting to give my sum up of what 2022 was for me and lessons I have learned during this year....

What I have learned in 2022

1. If someone chooses to leave, let them leave. You are better off without them. 2. Remember who was around when you were down to pick...

The old man in the corner

He just sits there. He doesn't touch his drink. He also doesn't open the paper. He just sits there and stare at them.

Who do you think you are?

I'm just going to jump right in. First of all, let me make a disclaimer - I became a mother because that is what a woman does, she gives...

Today is my birthday

My birthdays have always been ordinary days just like any other. I never planned for parties or anything special to happen on that day,...

I had to tell you today

I had to tell you today, how I feel about you because it was the last time you'd ever hear me say it. I have come to the realization that...

I no longer have patience

I no longer have patience for certain things, not because I've become arrogant, but simply because I've reached a point in my life where...

I am grateful to be a mother

My life would have been completely different if I did not have children. I would turn out awesomely great or miserable. I would have...

Promise to myself

This is me I promise to take time to take special care of myself. I promise to love myself a little more each day. I promise to always...

I met my younger self for coffee

I met my younger self for coffee today. At first, it was surreal—watching a smaller, idealistic version of me sit across the table,...

He was in me

Last week, especially the weekend was one of the most difficult moments of my life. It was on Tuesday evening that I realized that I was...

She was dying

When I walked through the entrance of the ward, my eyes searched for her, you can never miss her in a crowed because she always stood...

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