I had to tell you today

I had to tell you today, how I feel about you because it was the last time you'd ever hear me say it. I have come to the realization that just because I feel that way about you doe not necessarily mean that you should feel the same about me. I also know that letting you know my feelings towards you was my choice as I wanted I wanted to let go of the feelings that I have held on to for so long. Yes, its out there, you deal with it, however way you please. You could ignore it and carry or you could frown at it. I no longer care. Today, that I let this feeling go means that I no longer wish that you felt the same, that you saw me in the similar way I looked at you, I no longer wait for you and no longer wish for you to be mine. I am not going to hold on to the dream that someday, you and I would be a couple. I am going to move on with my life like you never exist. I am no longer waiting on you.

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